Friday, March 28, 2008

QUAGMIRE


There is that in me.......I dnt know wot it is

but i know it is in me.

Wrenched and sweaty..... calm and cool then my body becums

I sleep........... I sleep long.

I dnt know it...,

it is widout name,

it is a word unsaid,

It is not in any dicitionary or utterance or symbol.

I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass I love.

If you want me again look for me under your bootsoles.

You will hardly know who i m or wot I mean,

but I shall be good health to you nevertheless,

and filter and fibre your blood.

Failing to fethch me at first keep encouraged,

missing me one place search another,

I stop somewhere WaItInG fOr YoU...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

fAkE sMiLe...


Its funny how a fake smile

can mask this sorrowful face....

this bleeding heart...

u covered wid warm embrace.

....many smitten souls are free to fly,

still these funny lies can makeme cry...

I smile still its hurting me,

when the truth remains,

its emancipate to flee.

I m tired of secretly crying,

tired of hiding these fucking tears...

but since I love him so much,

God i'd hide dese for years...

It tears me apart and just getting through each and every day is hard...

i thought i know u,

yet pause........I'm unsure!!!