Rainy day

With a coffee in my hand,

i hear the bewitching music of rain

life is beautiful n at liberty frm pain,

in halcyon capricious world i land.
Breaking the shackles of past as well as present

every drop falling on u brings u alive,

feeling like a child

playing among the flowers

running after colourful butterflies

walkin thru twinkling stars.
finishin my coffee, i layover my bed

as if m dead

my soul free ta wander

enjoyin itself in da worldof innocense n ignorance

away frm all the menace.
A smile comes on my lips

n i open my eyes

its rejuvenatin...all green n lively

what a lovely rainy afternoon!!! :)

a song for u n me

If I cud hv ma dreams cum true,

these r da things i'd like to do...

To hv a cabin deep in da woods,

and someone to share both the bad n gud.

We'd lie by da fireplace, foreva it seems,

and share wid each other our future of dreams

as we tire of talking, we'd snuggle up close

these r da times, i'd cherish da most.

smtimes i wonder vl ma dreams come true?

and i ask maself, cud it be wid u?

i dont hv da answer, atleast nt to share,

m afraid if i do, u wont care.

so, until the time cums, wen da timing is right,

i'll cherish our time every day n nyt.

and if in da future, our dreams becum one,

then i'll know dat my dreams has only begun.

to hv u beside me, thru the rough seas n gud,

i know we'd make magic, m sure dat v cud.

for u r ma soulmate, i believe in ma heart,

and to go to our dreams, we must first make a start.

so, plz tk ma hand, n dnt b afraid,

I believe dat together, our cabin vl b made.

i'll nva doubt ma feelings for u,

n if u return them, all our dreams can cum true...

Love u more than ever

Days have passed by….nights disappeared
I am standing at the very same place
Everything is transformed and new
A dead still alive I keep waiting for u
Scrawny thread connecting us broke
With a gentle stroke of breeze…
But still I love you more than ever.

Things that created magic in our life has ended
Poignancy of knowing all this time u just pretended
To be mine as whole, but
I feel obliged to u for bestowing me with a world
That I’ll cherish all my life
I thought these moments would end never
Still I love you more than ever

You were so close to me
I could hardly think of parting away
I saw the love in your eyes
Was that all a mere play?
You deserted me for a reason unsaid
I know its easy for you to forget,
Loving you was not a decision clever
But still I love you more than ever.

Your love is now the cause of my pain
Things have scattered m going insane
It’s a constant ache still I hold u inside
Wna leave but ur always beside,
I still think of those times

held you so close,intoxicated with love,

Knowing all the time it would end,

And you’d be gone forever.

Still I love u more than ever...

poonam

QUAGMIRE

There is that in me.......I dnt know wot it is

but i know it is in me.

Wrenched and sweaty..... calm and cool then my body becums

I sleep........... I sleep long.

I dnt know it...,

it is widout name,

it is a word unsaid,

It is not in any dicitionary or utterance or symbol.

I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass I love.

If you want me again look for me under your bootsoles.

You will hardly know who i m or wot I mean,

but I shall be good health to you nevertheless,

and filter and fibre your blood.

Failing to fethch me at first keep encouraged,

missing me one place search another,

I stop somewhere WaItInG fOr YoU...

fAkE sMiLe...

Its funny how a fake smile

can mask this sorrowful face....

this bleeding heart...

u covered wid warm embrace.

....many smitten souls are free to fly,

still these funny lies can makeme cry...

I smile still its hurting me,

when the truth remains,

its emancipate to flee.

I m tired of secretly crying,

tired of hiding these fucking tears...

but since I love him so much,

God i'd hide dese for years...

It tears me apart and just getting through each and every day is hard...

i thought i know u,

yet pause........I'm unsure!!!