bLaCkEnEd HeArT...

I sit there and pray to God
that it wont be long,
I cant go on pretending,
People say I am strong,
Then why m I falling apart???
I can feel the tears falling inside,
Inside my blackened heart.

And I feel like
I am walking down an endless path,
The road to nowre,
And I cant find my way back,
And there's no one here to save me
From falling into my blackened heart.

I fall to the ground,
Still as the night,
I lay there like a helpless child,
black teardrops falling from my eyes,
As I look up to the sky,

The stars are my only light,
Praying for an angel to extend hand,
praying for someone to understand,
And for someone to save me from myself!!!

what should i say YES/NO?

Today one of ma fren said dat he sometimes feel we shud dare to say NO...well i hv often pondered over this thing n came to a conclusion dat its rilly imp to say NO wen u actually cant afford to say yes in order to keep at bay such convoluted circumstances. it all happens cuz we are in a habit of lying to each other n also to ourselves.

"A little sincerity is a dangerous thing, and a great deal of it is absolutely fatal" - Oscar Wilde

when i read dis statement it rilly stirred sumthin inside me!..we live in a fake world n everythin is full of sham...

The most painful and hurtful thing u can do to someone doesnt necessarily involves deception; it usually involves telling the truth. Typically, the best way to hurt a person is by being completely honest - tell him or her that he or she doesn want to hear. To put it mildly, the truth can be used as a "weapon of destruction" in our close relationships.

And its so ironical dat we are happy and feel close to our friends wen v dont hv ta acknowledege such painful, hurtful truths. As long as v r nt aware dat people are hiding things, ignorance can be blissful.

On the other hand wen v really want to hurt someone, v often say wat we really think wen v r no longer concerned about keeping a relationship intact, the truth comes out fast n furious n it stings. Deception is not a luxury but sometimes lying is absolutely necessary. No one cud stand to hear everything. And deception is often required becuz it allows people to share their lives with each other while avoiding difficult issues which cannot alwayz be discussed away.

Make no mistake about it, telling the truth is necessary in a close relationship but being too honest about ur feelings can land u in a soup as sometimes it causes more problem den doin ne gud.

ThE wAy I fEeL fOr YoU

A gentle brush of his fingers,
Sending shivers down my spine.
the love I see in his eyes,
Is a love that equals mine.

He greets me with a smile,
And leaves me with a kiss.
If he were to ever leave me,
I couldn't imagine what I'd miss.

Maybe it's his care,
Or the way he makes me feel.
But whatever it is,
in front of his love i kneel.


24*7 he is running in my mind,
his touch so gentle and kind.
i feel so safe wen he takes me in his arms,
forgetting dis world m lost in his charms.

I can feel ur presence everytime
I think of you,
Ur in me and
I m in you…

UR A DREAM...

I wish I could describe you
You're nothing but a dream
Leaving me nothing to hold onto
I feel like I could scream

I would sleep forever
Just to dream you again
Oh, can't you come to me
To free me of this pain?

I'm lying on my bed again
Waiting to fall asleep
To spend another night with you
To explore this ocean deep

I'm back in our world, I'm happy again
I see you there, and you whisk me away
And then like a bird, the time flies by
The morning arrives, much to my dismay

I cry out loud as you fade away
Begging desperately for the night to stay
My eyes open, and I close them again
Hoping to see your face for once, but nay

I wish to sleep for eternity
So that we are together,
I m addicted to u ma love
Pray that our love ends never!!!

Rainy day

With a coffee in my hand,

i hear the bewitching music of rain

life is beautiful n at liberty frm pain,

in halcyon capricious world i land.
Breaking the shackles of past as well as present

every drop falling on u brings u alive,

feeling like a child

playing among the flowers

running after colourful butterflies

walkin thru twinkling stars.
finishin my coffee, i layover my bed

as if m dead

my soul free ta wander

enjoyin itself in da worldof innocense n ignorance

away frm all the menace.
A smile comes on my lips

n i open my eyes

its rejuvenatin...all green n lively

what a lovely rainy afternoon!!! :)

a song for u n me

If I cud hv ma dreams cum true,

these r da things i'd like to do...

To hv a cabin deep in da woods,

and someone to share both the bad n gud.

We'd lie by da fireplace, foreva it seems,

and share wid each other our future of dreams

as we tire of talking, we'd snuggle up close

these r da times, i'd cherish da most.

smtimes i wonder vl ma dreams come true?

and i ask maself, cud it be wid u?

i dont hv da answer, atleast nt to share,

m afraid if i do, u wont care.

so, until the time cums, wen da timing is right,

i'll cherish our time every day n nyt.

and if in da future, our dreams becum one,

then i'll know dat my dreams has only begun.

to hv u beside me, thru the rough seas n gud,

i know we'd make magic, m sure dat v cud.

for u r ma soulmate, i believe in ma heart,

and to go to our dreams, we must first make a start.

so, plz tk ma hand, n dnt b afraid,

I believe dat together, our cabin vl b made.

i'll nva doubt ma feelings for u,

n if u return them, all our dreams can cum true...

Love u more than ever

Days have passed by….nights disappeared
I am standing at the very same place
Everything is transformed and new
A dead still alive I keep waiting for u
Scrawny thread connecting us broke
With a gentle stroke of breeze…
But still I love you more than ever.

Things that created magic in our life has ended
Poignancy of knowing all this time u just pretended
To be mine as whole, but
I feel obliged to u for bestowing me with a world
That I’ll cherish all my life
I thought these moments would end never
Still I love you more than ever

You were so close to me
I could hardly think of parting away
I saw the love in your eyes
Was that all a mere play?
You deserted me for a reason unsaid
I know its easy for you to forget,
Loving you was not a decision clever
But still I love you more than ever.

Your love is now the cause of my pain
Things have scattered m going insane
It’s a constant ache still I hold u inside
Wna leave but ur always beside,
I still think of those times

held you so close,intoxicated with love,

Knowing all the time it would end,

And you’d be gone forever.

Still I love u more than ever...

poonam